Does anyone else feel this?

That art has become more of a chore than something you enjoy?

My uni deadline is tomorrow at midnight and that's been stressing me out. For our project, I feel like I've been going in circles, doing the same old concepts and then never developing them further than just a singular idea ;~;

also trying to juggle a bunch of owed commissions (which I'm still working hard on!)
not to mention trades and collabs and other owed things

AND artist alley next month which I've put on hold til all this work is done.

probs doesnt help that my aging laptop is progressively less reliable and has a number of broken bits (including the space key that makes typing super annoying ughhhhh )

So yeah long story short I find it hard to balance all these different things at once and its getting to the points that I dont even want to draw AT ALL anymore :c
Guess Imjust burning myself out and I'll be good in a week or two

til next time
-Tal